Friday, November 2, 2012

Too much reading, my mind won't sleep.


It only just occurred to me that the purpose of a criminal wanting to obtain and/or maintain an accomplice through their crime spree is not necessarily defined only by the desire of one wanting to share their glory and pleasure with another, but the possibility of a psychological dependency of someone of which they wish to form an attachment with another or keep to a current relationship in fear of being alone in general. One might decide that killing/burglary/vandalism or anything crime related is a mechanism of self-exposure and projection of trust; a personal gateway to their mind and soul, as well as expecting the other to reciprocate with an understanding mind to form an unbreakable bond together. I believe now that many of those who turned to crime that suffered great bullying or issues regarding neglection in life, either decide that their fate will be to forever remain solo (turning them subconsciously bitter) or in the presence of someone who would participate in such activities alongside them. Maybe one of the two, or both, are afraid of being alone because of the nature and subjects of their hobbies and following arousal is frowned upon and can often fog one's mind of the possibility that there may truly be a like-minded person out there.
Because one is aware of the risks of being caught when assuming a criminal career, another person added to the equation would secure safety, protection and an inclination of partnership; and sorry to say, but the unfortunate perk of possible blackmail if one of them pisses the other off.

That is all; I'm exhausted as fuck.
Goodnight, Buggerlugs!

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